I hate to make the second angry rant of the day, but I obviously need to. I can’t believe the things I am hearing right now. It is so sickening, all I want to do is run. No one can understand right now, yet everyone loves to include their two cents. This is ridiculous, how one’s own relatives can show negativity over something that is as unavoidable and unchangeable as being an asthmatic. Then there are the associates to mention. Some wallow in the realm of mediocrity, while the others have a happy residence in arrogance and apathy. This makes me questions the motives of the past year and all it’s events. Have I been so blind? Sometimes I feel like we choose not to see the warning signs presented to us, in order to preserve our art form. Artists wouldn’t be ‘starving’ if this wasn’t true. Oh well, I know this is my fight and for the first time, I have no one to fall on.

Mike